By the end of 1960, MarÂiÂlyn MonÂroe was comÂing apart.
She spent much of that year shootÂing what would be her final comÂpletÂed movie – The MisÂfits (see a still from the trailÂer above). Arthur Miller penned the film, which is about a beauÂtiÂful, fragÂile woman who falls in love with a much oldÂer man. The script was pretÂty clearÂly based on his own trouÂbled marÂriage with MonÂroe. The proÂducÂtion was by all accounts specÂtacÂuÂlarÂly punÂishÂing. Shot in the deserts of NevaÂda, the temÂperÂaÂture on set would regÂuÂlarÂly climb north of 100 degrees. DirecÂtor John HusÂton spent much of the shoot ragÂingÂly drunk. Star Clark Gable dropped dead from a heart attack less than a week after proÂducÂtion wrapped. And MonÂroe watched as her husÂband, who was on set, fell in love with phoÂtogÂraÂphÂer Inge Morath. NevÂer one blessed with conÂfiÂdence or a thick skin, MonÂroe retreatÂed into a daze of preÂscripÂtion drugs. MonÂroe and Miller announced their divorce on NovemÂber 11, 1960.
A few months latÂer, the emoÂtionÂalÂly exhaustÂed movie star was comÂmitÂted by her psyÂchoÂanÂaÂlyst Dr. MarÂiÂanne Kris to the Payne WhitÂney PsyÂchiÂatric ClinÂic in New York. MonÂroe thought she was going in for a rest cure. Instead, she was escortÂed to a padded cell. The four days she spent in the psych ward proved to be among the most disÂtressÂing of her life.
In a rivÂetÂing 6‑page letÂter to her othÂer shrink, Dr. Ralph GreenÂson, writÂten soon after her release, she detailed her terÂriÂfyÂing expeÂriÂence.
There was no empaÂthy at Payne-WhitÂney — it had a very bad effect — they asked me after putting me in a “cell” (I mean cement blocks and all) for very disÂturbed depressed patients (except I felt I was in some kind of prison for a crime I hadÂn’t comÂmitÂted. The inhuÂmanÂiÂty there I found archaÂic. They asked me why I wasÂn’t hapÂpy there (everyÂthing was under lock and key; things like elecÂtric lights, dressÂer drawÂers, bathÂrooms, closÂets, bars conÂcealed on the winÂdows — the doors have winÂdows so patients can be visÂiÂble all the time, also, the vioÂlence and markÂings still remain on the walls from forÂmer patients). I answered: “Well, I’d have to be nuts if I like it here.”
MonÂroe quickÂly became desÂperÂate.
I sat on the bed tryÂing to figÂure if I was givÂen this sitÂuÂaÂtion in an actÂing improÂviÂsaÂtion what would I do. So I figÂured, it’s a squeaky wheel that gets the grease. I admit it was a loud squeak but I got the idea from a movie I made once called “Don’t BothÂer to Knock”. I picked up a light-weight chair and slammed it, and it was hard to do because I had nevÂer broÂken anyÂthing in my life — against the glass intenÂtionÂalÂly. It took a lot of bangÂing to get even a small piece of glass — so I went over with the glass conÂcealed in my hand and sat quiÂetÂly on the bed waitÂing for them to come in. They did, and I said to them “If you are going to treat me like a nut I’ll act like a nut”. I admit the next thing is corny but I realÂly did it in the movie except it was with a razor blade. I indiÂcatÂed if they didÂn’t let me out I would harm myself — the furÂthest thing from my mind at that moment since you know Dr. GreenÂson I’m an actress and would nevÂer intenÂtionÂalÂly mark or mar myself. I’m just that vain.
DurÂing her four days there, she was subÂjectÂed to forced baths and a comÂplete loss of priÂvaÂcy and perÂsonÂal freeÂdom. The more she sobbed and resistÂed, the more the docÂtors there thought she might actuÂalÂly be psyÂchotÂic. Monroe’s secÂond husÂband, Joe DiMagÂgio, resÂcued her by getÂting her released earÂly, over the objecÂtions of the staff.
You can read the full letÂter (where she also talks about readÂing the letÂters of SigÂmund Freud) over at LetÂters of Note. And while there, make sure you pick up a copy of the very eleÂgant LetÂters of Note book.
Note: An earÂliÂer verÂsion of this post appeared on our site in August 2015.
RelatÂed ConÂtent:
The 430 Books in MarÂiÂlyn Monroe’s Library: How Many Have You Read?
MarÂiÂlyn MonÂroe Reads Joyce’s Ulysses at the PlayÂground (1955)
MarÂiÂlyn MonÂroe Reads Walt Whitman’s Leaves of Grass (1952)
MarÂiÂlyn MonÂroe Explains RelÂaÂtivÂiÂty to Albert EinÂstein (in a NicoÂlas Roeg Movie)
Jonathan Crow is a Los AngeÂles-based writer and filmÂmakÂer whose work has appeared in Yahoo!, The HolÂlyÂwood Reporter, and othÂer pubÂliÂcaÂtions. You can folÂlow him at @jonccrow. And check out his blog VeepÂtoÂpus, feaÂturÂing lots of picÂtures of vice presÂiÂdents with octoÂpusÂes on their heads. The VeepÂtoÂpus store is here.