When everyÂbody had one or two vodÂkas and smoked a few joints, it was always the time for the blowÂgun. —John Giorno
From 1974 to 1982, writer William S. BurÂroughs lived in a forÂmer lockÂer room of a 19th-cenÂtuÂry forÂmer-YMCA on New York City’s LowÂer East Side.
When he moved on, his stuff, includÂing his worn out shoes, his gun mags, the typeÂwriter on which he wrote Cities of the Red Night, and half of The Place of Dead Roads, a well-worn copy of The MedÂical ImpliÂcaÂtions of Karate Blows, and a lamp made from a workÂing CivÂil war-era rifle, remained.
His friend, neighÂbor, tourÂmate, and occaÂsionÂal lover, poet John Giorno preÂserved “The Bunker” largeÂly as BurÂroughs had left it, and seems to delight in rehashÂing old times durÂing a 2017 tour for the Louisiana ChanÂnel, above.
It’s hard to believe that BurÂroughs found Giorno to be “pathoÂlogÂiÂcalÂly silent” in the earÂly days of their acquainÂtance:
He just wouldÂn’t say anyÂthing. You could be there with him the whole evening, he wouldn’t say a word. It was not the shyÂness of youth, it was much more than that, it was a very deep lack of abilÂiÂty to comÂmuÂniÂcate. Then he had canÂcer and after the operÂaÂtion that was comÂpleteÂly reversed and now he is at times a comÂpulÂsive talkÂer, when he gets going there is no stopÂping him.
AccordÂing to BurÂroughs’ comÂpanÂion, ediÂtor and litÂerÂary execuÂtor, James GrauerÂholz, durÂing this periÂod in BurÂroughs’ life, “John was the perÂson who conÂtributed most to William’s care and upkeep and friendÂship and loved him.”
Giorno also preÂpared BurÂroughs’ favorite dish—bacon wrapped chickÂen—and joined him for tarÂget pracÂtice with the blowÂgun and a BB gun whose proÂjecÂtiles were forceÂful enough to penÂeÂtrate a phoneÂbook.
ProxÂimÂiÂty meant Giorno was well acquaintÂed with the schedÂules that govÂerned BurÂroughs’ life, from wakÂing and writÂing, to his daiÂly dose of methadone and first vodÂka-and-Coke of the day.
He was present for many dinÂner parÂties with famous friends includÂing Andy Warhol, Lou Reed, Frank ZapÂpa, Allen GinsÂberg, DebÂbie HarÂry, KeiÂth HarÂing, Jean-Michel Basquiat, and PatÂti Smith, who recalled visÂitÂing the Bunker in her NationÂal Book Award-winÂning memÂoir, Just Kids:
It was the street of winos and they would often have five cylinÂdriÂcal trash cans to keep warm, to cook, or light their cigÂaÂrettes. You could look down the BowÂery and see these fires glowÂing right to William’s door… he camped in the Bunker with his typeÂwriter, his shotÂgun and his overÂcoat.
All Giorno had to do was walk upstairs to enjoy BurÂroughs’ comÂpaÂny, but all othÂer visÂiÂtors were subÂjectÂed to strinÂgent secuÂriÂty meaÂsures, as described by VicÂtor BockÂris in With William BurÂroughs: A Report from the Bunker:
To get into the Bunker one had to pass through three locked gates and a gray bulÂletÂproof metÂal door. To get through the gates you had to teleÂphone from a nearÂby phone booth, at which point someÂone would come down and laboÂriÂousÂly unlock, then relock three gates before leadÂing you up the sinÂgle flight of gray stone stairs to the omiÂnous front door of William S. BurÂroughs’ headÂquarÂters.
Although BurÂroughs lived simÂply, he did make some modÂiÂfiÂcaÂtions to his $250/month rental. He repaintÂed the batÂtleÂship gray floor white to counÂterÂact the lack of natÂurÂal light. It’s pretÂty impregÂnable.
He also installed an Orgone AccuÂmuÂlaÂtor, the invenÂtion of psyÂchoÂanÂaÂlyst William Reich, who believed that spendÂing time in the cabÂiÂnet would improve the sitter’s menÂtal, physÂiÂcal, and creÂative wellÂbeÂing by exposÂing them to a mysÂteÂriÂous uniÂverÂsal life force he dubbed orgone enerÂgy.
(“How could you get up in the mornÂing with a hangÂover and go sit in one of these things?” Giorno chuckÂles. “The hangÂover is enough!”)
IncludÂed in the tour are excerpts of Giorno’s 1997 poem “The Death of William BurÂroughs.” Take it with a bit of salt, or an openÂness to the idea of astral body travÂel.
As per biogÂraÂphÂer BarÂry Miles, BurÂroughs died in the Lawrence MemoÂrÂiÂal HosÂpiÂtal ICU in Kansas, a day after sufÂferÂing a heart attack. His only visÂiÂtors were James GrauerÂholz, his assisÂtant Tom PesÂchio, and Dean Ripa, a friend who’d been expectÂed for dinÂner the night he fell ill.
PoetÂic license aside, the poem proÂvides extra insight into the men’s friendÂship, and BurÂroughs’ time in the Bunker:
The Death of William BurÂroughs
by John Giorno
William died on August 2, 1997, SatÂurÂday at 6:01 in the
afterÂnoon from comÂpliÂcaÂtions from a masÂsive heart attack
he’d had the day before. He was 83 years old. I was with
William BurÂroughs when he died, and it was one of the best
times I ever had with him.
Doing Tibetan NyingÂma BudÂdhist medÂiÂtaÂtion pracÂtices, I
absorbed William’s conÂsciousÂness into my heart. It seemed as
a bright white light, blindÂing but mutÂed, empÂty. I was the
vehiÂcle, his conÂsciousÂness passÂing through me. A genÂtle
shootÂing star came in my heart and up the cenÂtral chanÂnel,
and out the top of my head to a pure field of great clarÂiÂty
and bliss. It was very powerful—William BurÂroughs restÂing
in great equaÂnimÂiÂty, and the vast empÂty expanse of
priÂmorÂdial wisÂdom mind.
I was stayÂing in William’s house, doing my medÂiÂtaÂtion
pracÂtices for him, tryÂing to mainÂtain good conÂdiÂtions and
disÂsolve any obstaÂcles that might be arisÂing for him at that
very moment in the barÂdo. I was conÂfiÂdent that William had
a high degree of realÂizaÂtion, but he was not a comÂpleteÂly
enlightÂened being. Lazy, alcoÂholic, junkie William. I didn’t
allow doubt to arise in my mind, even for an instant,
because it would allow doubt to arise in William’s mind.
Now, I had to do it for him.
What went into William BurÂroughs’ cofÂfin with his dead body:
About ten in the mornÂing on TuesÂday, August 6, 1997,
James GrauerÂholz and Ira SilÂverÂberg came to William’s
house to pick out the clothes for the funerÂal direcÂtor to put
on William’s corpse. His clothes were in a closÂet in my
room. And we picked the things to go into William’s cofÂfin
and grave, accomÂpaÂnyÂing him on his jourÂney in the
underÂworld.
His most favorite gun, a 38 speÂcial snub-nose, fulÂly loaded
with five shots. He called it, “The SnubÂby.” The gun was my
idea. “This is very imporÂtant!” William always said you can
nevÂer be too well armed in any sitÂuÂaÂtion. Of his more than
80 world-class guns, it was his favorite. He often wore it on
his belt durÂing the day, and slept with it, fulÂly loaded, on
his right side, under the bed sheet, every night for fifÂteen
years.
Grey fedoÂra. He always wore a hat when he went out. We
wantÂed his conÂsciousÂness to feel perÂfectÂly at ease, dead.
His favorite cane, a sword cane made of hickÂoÂry with a
light roseÂwood finÂish.
Sport jackÂet, black with a dark green tint. We rumÂmaged
through the closÂet and it was the best of his shabÂby clothes,
and smelling sweet of him.
Blue jeans, the least worn ones were the only ones clean.
Red banÂdana. He always kept one in his back pockÂet.
JockÂey underÂwear and socks.
Black shoes. The ones he wore when he perÂformed. I
thought the old brown ones, that he wore all the time,
because they were comÂfortÂable. James GrauerÂholz insistÂed,
“There’s an old CIA slang that says getÂting a new
assignÂment is getÂting new shoes.”
White shirt. We had bought it in a men’s shop in BevÂerÂly
Hills in 1981 on The Red Night Tour. It was his best shirt,
all the othÂers were a bit ragged, and even though it had
become tight, he’d lost a lot of weight, and we thought it
would fit. James said,” Don’t they slit it down the back
anyÂway.”
NeckÂtie, blue, hand paintÂed by William.
MorocÂcan vest, green velÂvet with gold broÂcade trim, givÂen
him by Brion Gysin, twenÂty-five years before.
In his lapel butÂton hole, the rosette of the French
govÂernÂmenÂt’s ComÂmanÂdeur des Arts et LetÂtres, and the
rosette of the AmerÂiÂcan AcadÂeÂmy of Arts and LetÂters,
honÂors which William very much appreÂciÂatÂed.
A gold coin in his pants pockÂet. A gold 19th CenÂtuÂry IndiÂan
head five dolÂlar piece, symÂbolÂizÂing all wealth. William
would have enough monÂey to buy his way in the
underÂworld.
His eyeÂglassÂes in his outÂside breast pockÂet.
A ball point pen, the kind he always used. “He was a
writer!”, and someÂtimes wrote long hand.
A joint of realÂly good grass.
HeroÂin. Before the funerÂal serÂvice, Grant Hart slipped a
small white paper packÂet into William’s pockÂet. “Nobody’s
going to bust him.” said Grant. William, bejewÂeled with all
his adornÂments, was travÂelÂing in the underÂworld.
I kissed him. An earÂly LP album of us togethÂer, 1975, was
called BitÂing Off The Tongue Of A Corpse. I kissed him on
the lips, but I didÂn’t do it . . . and I should have.
RelatÂed ConÂtent:
Call Me BurÂroughs: Hear William S. BurÂroughs Read from Naked Lunch & The Soft Machine in His First SpoÂken Word Album (1965)
How William S. BurÂroughs InfluÂenced Rock and Roll, from the 1960s to Today
William S. BurÂroughs’ Class on WritÂing Sources (1976)
Ayun HalÂlÂiÂday is an author, illusÂtraÂtor, theÂater makÂer and Chief PriÂmaÂtolÂoÂgist of the East VilÂlage Inky zine. She most recentÂly appeared as a French CanaÂdiÂan bear who travÂels to New York City in search of food and meanÂing in Greg Kotis’ short film, L’Ourse. FolÂlow her @AyunHalliday