The comÂmon conÂcepÂtion of New Year’s resÂoÂluÂtions frames them as disÂposÂable ideals, not to be takÂen too seriÂousÂly or folÂlowed through past the first few months of winÂter; by spring, we all assume, we’ll be right back to our slothÂful, glutÂtoÂnous ways. PerÂhaps the probÂlem lies in the way we approach this yearÂly ritÂuÂal. Lists of the most comÂmon resÂoÂluÂtions tend towards the almost shockÂingÂly banal, such that most people’s desires for change are interÂchangeÂable with their friends and neighÂbors and might as well be scriptÂed by greetÂing card comÂpaÂnies. I’d hazÂard it’s imposÂsiÂble to be pasÂsionÂate about half-thoughts and boilÂerÂplate ambiÂtion.
But there are those few peoÂple who realÂly pour their hearts into it, creÂatÂing lists so indiÂvidÂuÂalÂized and authenÂtic that the docÂuÂments expose their inner lives, their hopes, fears, loves, strugÂgles, and deep, perÂsonÂal yearnÂings and aspiÂraÂtions. One such list that cirÂcuÂlates often, and which we feaÂtured last year, is this gem from Woody Guthrie cirÂca 1943. It’s so comÂpleteÂly him, so much in his voice, that no one else could have writÂten it, even in parÂoÂdy. This year, we direct your attenÂtion to the list above, from MarÂiÂlyn MonÂroe, writÂten at the end of 1955 when the star was 29.
Already well-known for her actÂing in such fine films as All About Eve, GenÂtleÂmen PreÂfer Blondes, and The SevÂen Year Itch, MonÂroe had recentÂly been acceptÂed to Lee Strasberg’s Actors StuÂdio. As Lists of Note puts it, “judgÂing by this list, she was deterÂmined to make the most of her opporÂtuÂniÂties.” I’m not sure what to make of the odd use of ranÂdom letÂters at the beginÂning of each resÂoÂluÂtion, but what the list does offer us is a glimpse into Monroe’s deep commitment—despite her feelÂing that her life was “miserable”—to growÂing and develÂopÂing as an actor and a perÂson.
See a full tranÂscript of her list of resÂoÂluÂtions below.
Must make effort to do
Must have the diciÂpline to do the folÂlowÂing –
z – go to class – my own always – withÂout fail
x – go as often as posÂsiÂble to observe StrassÂberg’s othÂer priÂvate classÂes
g – nevÂer miss actor’s stuÂdio sesÂsions
v – work whenÂevÂer posÂsiÂble – on class assignÂments – and always keep workÂing on the actÂing exerÂcisÂes
u – start attendÂing ClurÂman lecÂtures – also Lee StrassÂberg’s direcÂtors lecÂtures at theÂater wing – enquire about both
l – keep lookÂing around me – only much more so – observÂing – but not only myself but othÂers and everyÂthing – take things (it) for what they (it’s) are worth
y – must make strong effort to work on curÂrent probÂlems and phoÂbias that out of my past has arisen – makÂing much much much more more more more more effort in my analÂiÂsis. And be there always on time – no excusÂes for being ever late.
w – if posÂsiÂble – take at least one class at uniÂverÂsiÂty – in litÂerÂaÂture –
o – folÂlow RCA thing through.
p – try to find someÂone to take dancÂing from – body work (creÂative)
t – take care of my instruÂment – perÂsonÂalÂly & bodÂiÂly (exerÂcise)
try to enjoy myself when I can – I’ll be misÂerÂable enough as it is.
via Lists of Note
RelatÂed ConÂtent:
The 430 Books in MarÂiÂlyn Monroe’s Library: How Many Have You Read?
Woody Guthrie’s DooÂdle-Filled List of 33 New Year’s ResÂoÂluÂtions From 1943
The Top 10 New Year’s ResÂoÂluÂtions Read by Bob Dylan
Josh Jones is a writer and musiÂcian based in Durham, NC. FolÂlow him at @jdmagness